I remember

I remember when you were sober,
I would lie on your lap.
I remember when I could cry and you would understand.
I remember that live birth gross.
I remember when you were high,
You were not very nice.
The house never looked good.
I remember how you hid that pipe in the baby seat, sick!
I remember me taking the last hit.
I remember the first and the last.
I hate remembering and you!